I can truly say that none of my relationships are where they should be. No, I'm not cheating. I'm talking about my relationships with God, my fiance, and my family. Yes, I've been calling myself a good Christian woman, but what good Christian woman doesn't have a beautiful relationship with her Maker?

What good Christian woman can't talk to the man she wants to marry?

What good Christian woman would keep her relationship under wraps from some of her family?

I'm scared to talk to my family because I'm scared of the ridicule I might receive.

What should I do about this?

What should I do about my fear of talking to my man? I'm not cheating or doing anything wrongful that could hurt him.

What should I do about my fear of going to God and Him not answering my prayers? Would reading his word everyday really help this fear?

What should I do?